Saturday, October 20, 2007
Out of boredom, life, my stand, deep stuff.
So there I was, skipping happily around dead blogs when I chanced upon a quiz site. I took some, and here are the results:


How Randomly Cute Is Your Personality? |

 Odd Cute Your just a bit odd, but its still cute. I would totally give you a hug.. but I don't trust strangers. |
How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic |
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Right, enough random spamming of quizzes and such. Let's move on to the deep deep stuff. =^=
Let me self confess:
I am weary of reality. Seriously speaking.
Tired of trying to be on neutral ground, tired of avoiding arguments with people, tired of facing the damn reality.
Call me a coward, but I drift off 24/7 to the deep recesses of my mind-it's much more fun there. No more idiots, no self-centered people.
If you guys want the brutal truth, I'll give it to you. Let me start with last year's 2A, shall we?
If you guys think that it's real lucky of me to be in 2A, you're wrong. Way wrong.
My batch , unfortunately, almost all of them are a bunch of 'self centered' idiots.
I don't mind if you guys hate my guts, bitch all about me, I don't give much of a damn.
No, I am not going emo, and Chanel? Emo does not equates to 'sad'.
Let me give you an example of why almost all of them are a bunch of 'self centered' people, even if it means reviving those bad memories.
It was F&N class that day.
Everybody was of course, off in their own little groups, not giving a fucking damn about the others. (If they did, it was all for some personal purpose.)
To cut the long story short, I was fucking bullied publicly, and what did the others do?
Ignore and watch.
Just because I am NOT your 'friend', doesn't mean you don't have to come in and help.
I desperately needed help, I needed someone, anyone, to come and stand up for me.
But what did I get?
NADA.
Where's the fucking class spirit? I thought classmates are also there for you in times of trouble or help, but I was wrong. 100% fucking wrong.
Another case would be with the other 2 girls-C & G.
Just because -Sha decided to pass my water bottle to you and asks you not to give it to me, it doesn't mean that it gives you a fucking right to actually THROW away my water bottle.
You know, my opinion of you and G having something called moral values changed on that day.
I stupidly ran after you, calling you to return my water bottle. And what did you do?
Fucking ignored me.
And what did G do?
Fucking ignored me too.
I decided to stop chasing, thinking stupidly that you actually would have the bloody conscience to return my water bottle. Again, who was I trying to kid?
You and her came back, and informed me coolly that you thrown away my water bottle.
What did I do?
NADA.
I really loath myself for putting up with this kind of fucking nonsense, and still stayed kind to my classmates.
FUCK.
I should have snapped and get myself a fucking class transfer, but nooo.
You guys want to know how much I loath the last year 2A people?
A LOT.
Even until now, I still dislike the 7/8 of my class 2A.
Clearly, what Mr Seet said was right.
I rather have classmates with average or below average marks with moral values than having classmates with top academic results and no moral values.
Yep, I am trying to say that you people don't have MORAL VALUES.
You guys write on your blogs that you hate back stabbers, hypocrites, bullies, etc.
The thing is, you guys are one of those type of people on your hate list.
Oh, the irony.
Now I am in 3B, free from all of those crap.
I just want to tell the former 2A (now split half-half into 3D and 3E) that 3A and 3B wins hands down in the game of class spirit, unity, moral values, etc.
Oh, I don't think I would stand a chance winning you people in terms of results, but I can safely say that I would pwn all of you in the game of moral values and social things.
For those who are formerly in 2A and now in 3B, don't worry. You girls are better than them.
And before you can shoot me for any loopholes, I don't think that I have the best manners. However, I can be certain that I am better than the whole lot of you in terms of moral values, which you guys don't have.
Fine, some do have, but only a little.
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Finished that overdue ranting. Right, it's 11.15pm now, I got to sleep.
I NEED MY BEAUTY SLEEP. X3
-Signing off,
Chaos.
アリス九號。is loved; 10/20/2007 10:15:00 PM